Over the course of the next year, your first on The View, you went from size 16 to a size 4. How’d you do it?
I said, “What did I eat that got me to this point?” And it was everything. And so I started just eating really healthy. I discovered the joy of vegetables without butter and sauce, without being fried in flour. I dis-covered the joy of having oatmeal without brown sugar and a ton of butter. I cut out anything white—bread, fried foods, pork. I think I went overboard because I was so scared. The only meat that went in my mouth that entire year was salmon and grilled chicken.
Have you loosened up since then?
I’m learning how to do things in moderation. Like I didn’t eat bread, but now I’m learning from my nutritionist that you need to eat bread. You need to eat bread that has fiber in it.
Have you adopted an exercise routine?
This year, I’ve hired a trainer to help me. I train three times a week with weights and cardio, and I take a dancing class once a week. I found that once I work out, I prick my little finger, and my blood sugar has gone down. If I exercise, I might be able to eat a little piece of cake and my blood sugar doesn’t rise as high.
Do you enjoy the exercise?
Last week we were working out and my trainer said, “How do you feel?” And I said, “I wish I had a gun so I could shoot you right between the eyes.” It’s a necessary evil, like brushing my teeth. But when I’m on the treadmill and I’m hurting, I just go, “This is going to allow me to be here longer. It’s going to allow me to see my son walk down the aisle.”
Has your diabetes affected how you’re raising your son?
Yeah. Somebody in our building recently said they had made a whole pot of pigs’ feet and they wanted to give Jeffrey some. And I was just like, “No.” I don’t deny him. I wish I could be like some of those überparents who say “the kids can’t have any candy.” But I have introduced fruits and vegetables so it’s a very natural thing for him. And he knows where my diabetic kit is. He’ll go get it so I can take my test, and he watches me do it. I don’t want him having to go through that.
Do you test every day?
Well, it took me a year to prick my finger. I would literally stand there going, “One, two, three, four, five,” and I couldn’t do it. But one day my son was there in front of me, and I just kept staring at my son, going, “You got to do this for Jeffrey.” I had to keep looking at him and I was able to do it.
Lots of famous people with diabetes write memoirs that keep silent about how the disease has affected them. But you devote a lot of Permission Slips to the subject. Why?
Because diabetes affects African Americans at a very alarming rate. This is something serious that we have to do something about. It’s getting out of hand. Children are now getting this at an alarming rate.
And what’s the message you’re trying to send to people like the old you—those in denial about being at risk for diabetes or about actually having it?
That it’s something you can live with. There’s a lot of people in my church who, when they found out I had diabetes, said they were going to pray that the Lord takes it away. And I said, “No, don’t.” Because the one thing diabetes has done for me is make me look at food in a different way. Do I really need to put this in my mouth? Should I get broccoli instead? So I always say, “Don’t pray that it goes away. Pray that I learn to manage this thing.” Because it gave me a second chance. I’m 42. I’ve already lived past the age of my mom.